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Uncompleted Completion

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Uncompleted Completion

Today marks the beginning of a new cycle, according to the Mayan Calendar. It is an ideal time to review our journey, so this is exactly what I’ve decided to do and I’m inviting you to gift your self the same way. I am inviting you to join me on a new journey to rebirth the self into the most Loving and honoring version yet, of Life. I confess I’m super excited to get to know this Mayan Calendar in a more intimate way! I have a belief that I’ll be able to tap into Time in a tOtally different way as my brain and nervous system learn to process my experiential data from a different perspective, and I’m al-ways excited to see Life in a new way! The last 260 days were the last spiral of 22 I traveled during a 16 year period that began in September 2001. The intention I set then, without knowing about the cycles or this Mayan Calendar, was to resolve whatever I needed, in order to Live my Life in a way that I’d attain complete ownership of my reality at a conscious level. Ha! Of course I had nO idea at a conscious level the dEep-grandor of my request. Toward the end of 2009, as I reviewed my Life, I realized at a conscious level that what I had been experiencing since the end of 2001 was the response to what I set out back then, as my desire, and I could clearly see that my vision had become my mission! I became eager to explore my Life at this deeper level of aware consciousness, and I received all my experiences as direct feedback to my mission because I understood my experiences shaped according to internal willingness to accept my humanness exActly as it was, and welcoming it with an open heart. Naturally, I saw the places where there was pain and constriction, so I diligently sought those parts of my self and meticulously weaved in me, the Love I wanted to feel and be, instead. Love had been the ONLY sure element in my Life that reliably and consistently delivered a positive return for my investment, even when it took me on a journey that didn’t feel comfortable or easy for me to manage. I appreciated it All, and I persisted on entraining my self cOnstantly into a new and better way of managing my Life! I anchored my self into my devotion to Love, and began a journey of a disciplined humanness. By then I had a holistic approach to Living, so I scanned my spiritual, mental, emotional and physical bodies for limiting beliefs. I paid attention to words in my field –internally and externally and I exercised the audacity muscle I had developed as a child, as a tool to decipher the most efficient way for me to deal with all the levels and realities I was dealing with. I paid attention to my emotions and steadily procured stability. I realized how linked my emotions where to my diet, so I examined that, also. I eliminated TV and radio from my field and found new ways to engage my self with information. I began to parent my human to dance at the rhythm that I could manage a joyful experience, within the balance that my directive self was setting. The faster I flipped inside, the faster my external reality reflected it. Life invited me to look inside, through presenting situations, and I trusted and delved in! It was an intense way to Live, but I had survived intensity, so I used it to fuel me energetically to continue moving forward in my study! I knew I was dEep inside the rabbit hole and I knew the Light at the end of the story was assured; and that the journey was uncomfortable only when there was a piece in me wanting to be addressed. I worked sO hard! Have you ever had a thin chain get tangled up? ThAt’s how that journey felt like to me, but I’m patient...

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